Sept 26, 2007 ~ "Patience"
I am so impatient! I can NOT wait for these last 11 days to go by! I am trying to slowly do the two items I have left to do: make my bouquet and decorate my daughters flower basket!
I really am not good at waiting on something I work hard toward. Like when I graduated from college I ignored the fact I was finishing because I was driving myself crazy the last two months thinking about it. Though the day of, during the commencement, the tears came. I was a mother 3 out of the 5 years I was in college and even though I had alot of family help, it was hard.
I'm expecting an overflow of emotion on OUR wedding day! I am not an emotional person, well normally I'm not. I cry when I'm sad or upset, but not at sad movies or things like that. Of course this isn't including during PMS LOL. So I'm waiting on the BIG day and my tears to come.
Next week is going to be a big week. FI comes here from Texas on Tuesday. We haven't seen each other in a month. Then we get married on Sunday. I'm planning a day for us on Friday. He'll get his first massage and pedicure =) We'll go by our venue which he's never seen more than pics of. I'm exicited and can't wait. Someone give me some patience!
FI told me to do some stuff so I won't sit around just waiting but all I want to do is see him and have our wedding! He put some money in my account today and told me to go shopping! If you knew me you'd know I do not turn down a trip to NY&Co. or any chance to shop but I don't want to shop I want my MAN and my WEDDING now! Hhmmppff I'll shut up now and get ready to go to the mall. Maybe retail therapy is what I need!
I am so impatient! I can NOT wait for these last 11 days to go by! I am trying to slowly do the two items I have left to do: make my bouquet and decorate my daughters flower basket!
I really am not good at waiting on something I work hard toward. Like when I graduated from college I ignored the fact I was finishing because I was driving myself crazy the last two months thinking about it. Though the day of, during the commencement, the tears came. I was a mother 3 out of the 5 years I was in college and even though I had alot of family help, it was hard.
I'm expecting an overflow of emotion on OUR wedding day! I am not an emotional person, well normally I'm not. I cry when I'm sad or upset, but not at sad movies or things like that. Of course this isn't including during PMS LOL. So I'm waiting on the BIG day and my tears to come.
Next week is going to be a big week. FI comes here from Texas on Tuesday. We haven't seen each other in a month. Then we get married on Sunday. I'm planning a day for us on Friday. He'll get his first massage and pedicure =) We'll go by our venue which he's never seen more than pics of. I'm exicited and can't wait. Someone give me some patience!
FI told me to do some stuff so I won't sit around just waiting but all I want to do is see him and have our wedding! He put some money in my account today and told me to go shopping! If you knew me you'd know I do not turn down a trip to NY&Co. or any chance to shop but I don't want to shop I want my MAN and my WEDDING now! Hhmmppff I'll shut up now and get ready to go to the mall. Maybe retail therapy is what I need!
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